Hi, hello there... :]
Angel, I was surprised in the most loveliest way to see and read your post. It made me very happy, even if I'm reading it about 3 months later. Question: Did you reactivate your Facebook, then possibly deactivate it again? Haha, I can still never do that. Question #2: Are you back in town yet?!
I am! Decided to wisen up just a bit and go to UAA. I'm tired of making rash decisions, GBC falls under that in a way. It really came down to admitting I couldn't afford it. At least without taking a mass of loans out with private banks and such. Not down with that. So I'll settle with...the lesser of two evils, let's put it that way, when it comes to borrowing money.
I've registered for 3 classes and am on a wait list for a fourth.
English, Math, and French.
Communications is the last one I'm hoping I get.
I've been slacking on making an appointment with the advisor lady who was so helpful with figuring out which classes to choose. Need to cut that out. I also need to make my way to the financial aid place and discuss cost and payments!!! Pronto. School starts very very soon.
Anyways, on to my Nevada trip!
It was...
Hot.
Full of casinos.
Hot.
Nice to see my grands.
Hot.
A waste of my time.
Hot.
Hahaha, yes it was a waste of my time. I could've, should've, been here working (two jobs preferably), planning for school, and dealing with my guys and best friend. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret it. I got a great tan, spent time with my grand parents, had time to reflect about a lot of things, decided to try Buddhism, and fell in love with my mom's coworker like only I can. ;P
Bet you the last part caught your attention... :]
Rai, you've seen this guy...At Denny's the night I got back. You asked if we were dating. No, we're not. I would if he asked but he doesn't date and in my own ways I prefer it that way. He's different then all the other guys in my life...But his mindset, his ways of life...I get it all, I understand him, he's like me in so many ways. I feel like he's me in about 4 years.
He doesn't date, he has...ladies. Ladies he cares about in different ways I guess. I'm one of them. He's not sexual with all of them, I guess this may be a little hard to explain, everyone is different and special in their own way.
He's funny, interesting, and great in his own way. He thinks he's incredibly f*cked up, I can't seem to convince him differently. Sigh, he's not.
He has changed my way of thoughts when it comes to guys in my life. If I think about it, I have...Guys. Guys that are special to me in different ways, all important to me. I'm not sexual with them all, have been with a few. He's on of them now, one of the main ones.
It's definitely an interesting relationship, the kind that I can just sit and think about forever. I get into all the psychology behind it...but forever I must not spend typing about it. :P
On to other business!
Yes, Buddhism. My grandparents, mainly my grandfather, are Buddhist. It's such a positive, happy, practice to practice. It's all about being positive to attract positive. Again, everything it's about is what I'm about. And once again, I've been slacking on contacting the lady who's involved with it all down here. Shame on me, I know.
I feel like just over the past few months, I've done a lot of evolving as a person. I'm definitely trying to change into something, someone, who's more mature and happy I guess. Live life I guess. :]
We're all evolving aren't we? I like it. This Bennet Reunion must happen soon, I wish to see you both and how you've evolved. [:
But for now...Goodnight! I must learn to write posts when it isn't bedtime for sleepy Klemey. <3 font="font">
Bub-Bye!
Klemey.
