I heard that you were born today..

Klemey,

I say do what makes you happy.

If you feel unready for college, then don't push it.

Life can be really difficult to deal with when you are trying to fulfill other people's expectations and not your own.

I am proud of both of you either way. A lot of girl (and guys) drop out of high school when they are SO close. But you two are not one of those statistics and I'm proud to call you both my friends.

Also Klemey, how was the Papa Roach concert? I thought that was pretty cool that they came here! And I loved most of the videos you posted :)

I am also sorry that I cancelled our bike ride...I've been having a tough time with life these past few weeks and I pretty much cancelled everything I had planned and sleep for days at a time...depressing I know. But I'm doing better and just trying to focus on the positive things going on :)

Here is a video that I wanted to share with you guys...I know you guys don't love him/want to have his babies like I do but this is soooo different than what he normally does and thought that you guys would like it more! It feels like he's talking directly to me! Eek! lol

Angel, how did your final essay come out? It is amazingly fantastic???

I'm sorry we didn't get to go to club M for National Dance Day...although I bet they weren't even open...lame-os. Are you going to the Glee movie midnight showing? Everytime I see the preview I think of you and Klemey! hahha Oh you Gleeks.....

Oh, Klemey, have you seen the show The Glee Project? Believe it or not, I'm actually in love with it.

But anyways, I'm just going to share a few songs that get me through the day :) I hope you enjoy them!

This one I love especially! =]

The Stars That Mystify, He Left Them All Behind:

So I think I've come to a conclusion that I
do not want to start college
next month.

I mean I want to go to college.
That is a definite for sure.

I just don't feel this is my time.

I'm unprepared,
and just plain don't wanna go right now.
I like working for the moment
and want to feel more prepared before I go.

Just got to tell my mom and dad now.

Wish me good luck?

Good-Bye!

Klemey.

My Newest Favorite Song:

...My heart's a stereo.
It beats for you, so listen close.
Hear my thoughts in every note...

...Make me your radio.
Turn me up when you feel low.
This melody was meant for you.
Just sing along to my stereo...

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf,
would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?

If I could only find a note to make you understand.
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand.
Keep it stuck your head, like your favorite tune.
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you.

If I was an old-school fifty pound boom-box...
Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk?

And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries.

Appreciate every mix-tape your friends make.
You never know we come and go like we're on the interstate.

I only pray you never leave me behind,
because good music can be so hard to find.
I take your hand and pull it closer to mine.
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind.



This is my new favorite song.

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

Love This!

Haha, I'm kind of a fan of his craziness.

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

You Know I'd Wait Forever:

...If I had time too,
but I don't have forever to wait for you yeah...

So Rai, very sad that we didn't go on our bike ride.
I really was super excited.
Haha, why would I hate you for rescheduling?
I just hope everything is okay!
Is it?

I finally took my Accuplacer last Thursday.
It was decent.
The math part killed me though,
like I knew it would.

Anyways, I'm gonna go in on Wednesday with my adviser
for help with my classes.

I feel so bad for Courtney.
She just found out her dad didn't pay his taxes or whatever
so now he can't help her take out loans this semester
and she had to defer til January.
She's going to Montana.

On to other news!
I'm going to my first concert Saturday!
Papa Roach.
With this guy from work.
Haha, he's kinda a nerd but in a great way.
It's nothing romantic, completely just friends.
I'm excited!



Angel, do you read this any more?
Haha, if you do show me some sign of life!

I wanna discuss Glee with you!
What's gonna happen next season?
Rachel and Kurt graduating?!?

Have you seen Monte Carlo?

Songs I can't stop listening too:





If I Die Young is such an amazing song!

Well, I'ma go now.

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

P.S.
Rai, tell me when a good time to bike is!
(:

Take Me Home Tonight:

Phew, good.
I agree with you Rai.
About friends drifting apart,
it is worse than fighting.

I'm not wanting that at all!
AT ALL.
:)

I made a small commitment with myself that
I am going to remain friends with people I met in high school.
And you guys top the list.

What do you mean you'll find out in August?
I feel that you're dealing with a lot of stuff in your life...
Your mom, college, I dunno.
But it's weird I wanna be there for you.
I am here for you.

That's why I'm so glad you said yes to the bike ride Friday.
I'm so excited!
We should go to a park.
Up for deep and maybe meaningful conversations on a swing set?
(:

I think I'm gonna make a map of all the things I wanna tell you.
There. Is. A lot!

Do you know about M.G.G. Look'A'Like???
Tee-Hehe!
You will.

Maybe we can go to VillageInn too!
(Has to do with M.G.G. L'A'L.)
My treat!

I'm just so excited!
Can't stop thinking about it.

I miss us too.

Well, I'm off like a rocket!

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

I didn't mean to..

make it seem like I was saying Goodbye to our friendship.

Yesterday, I was feeling helpless and when I do that I say and do things I don't mean.

That's been happening a lot lately.

There's something going on....but I'll talk more about it later..

but I'm sorry Klemey, your post made me remember all the good times but then of course, my mind went back to the bad times. Not just with us, but my entire life.

I just feel like we've all drifted apart.

I can't even remember the last time I talked to you on the phone.

I can't remember the last time we all hung out.

I had to read on Amy's facebook that you left for Oregon. I didn't even get to send a goodbye text :(

All I know is that I'm not the same anymore. But come August, I'm gonna find out what my problem is.

But please don't think we aren't friends anymore. I think the only thing worse than friends fighting is them drifting apart. Because it's sad that it seems like they don't need each other anymore.

I can't afford to lose another friendship.

Yesterday, I Learned From. Tomorrow, Is Uncertain:

I guess Bennet isn't for life anymore.
Sigh, I don't wanna focus on the bad things or us drifting apart.
C'est la vie, as I always say.

This does make me sad though.
I quite loved our blog and really did think we'd be friends forever.
Guess not now.

I love you guys and every moment we all had together.
All those I will not forget.

Leek soup.
Biking.
Lalo's.
Movies.
Book club (that slightly failed).
Psychology.

I accept that I have a lot to do with this,
always having to cancel and rearrange our plans.

Who knows where life will take us though?
Me, hopefully to another state.
Hopefully in love and with my own business.
Hopefully a writer on the side and happy inside.

Rai and Angel, I wish you guys the best!

Please when you do see me say hi,
but that be all.

I don't know if there's any hope for us to be the same anymore.
I think we've past the point of no return.
We're different people.
To far gone to ever come back.

Depressing?
No.
Just what's fact.

I did want to too.
I wanted to bike with you guys.
Give Rai her books back
and get my movies and Glee c.d. from Angel.
To tell you guys about Oregon,
and Thomas <3.
To call you guys and plan things.

What's sad is that up to now I still counted you guys in my best friends list.
There was Nikki, Courtney, Thomas, and you two.

Time to stop lying.

Haha, that's getting into the more bad parts.

Anyways, I will miss this blog.
Who knows maybe I'll write on it still?
The Bennet In Venice series isn't complete.
Moo-Haha!

Bub-Bye!
(For the final time!)

Love always,

Klemey.

P.S.
They were right about not staying friends with people from high school.
I wish we all could've put more effort into this.
That's the bad part.
We didn't.

Looking back...

I've noticed a pattern..with all of our get togethers and ideas...

I'm not going to get into it.

But I feel like we've all grown apart and this blog means nothing to us anymore.

This is my 580th post.

And my last.

My main question for everything is....

"Why?"

Why was it like that?

Why IS it like that?

Anyways, I doubt either of you will see this.

But it's time to start a new leaf.

Head towards our future.

So I guess this is Goodbye to Bennet.