The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

What does this mean to you?
I have no experience with heartbreak or anything of the sort. Klemey, I am sorry to hear that your heart is bruised. I'm sure it will be mended and be restored back to its original bright coloring! :)
I've yet to fall in love with a human being. I'm happy to say I've fallen in love with other things. Sometimes people can't do that or understand it.

I love seeing you both on campus too! Just think, years ago we were in high school trying to figure out life and everything in it. Now look at us. We are close to conquering the world with our dedicated minds and hopeful souls!
;)
I hope this semester is treating you ladies well. You deserve the best and brightest futures!
I may not spend as much time with you ladies as I used to, but honest to God, I think about you both every single day.
-Rai

Never Have I Ever:

So I sincerely believe that no one should ever have to know what heartbreak feels like. It sucks. Completely. It's horrible, feeling rejected, no longer loved. That's what kills me the most, that the person you still want, still love in a way, no longer wants you in the way you're use to. It's horrible like I said. Knowing what it tastes like now, I never want to taste it again. Now I'm questioning, is the happiness you once felt worth the grief you're in now? I want to say yes it was worth it, but it hurts.

Ok, that's my take on heartbreak or well the closest I've felt to it. Don't worry, my heart's in perfect condition just a little bruised. It's just I've been thinking about this lately, the world over. People and their desires for love.

Anywhoosers, ta'ta for now!

 

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

Where's My Angel?:

Hi, hello!

Where's My Angel? by Metro Station is blasting through my

computer, traveling up my earphone cord, and lastly 

dancing into my lovely gauged ears.

I'm quite happy they existed at one point

in life, even if it was just for one summer.

I still love you Metro Pants!!!

For. Life.

Anyways, I love seeing you two on campus.

Haha, oh Angel...

You made my day by jumping over the

bench thing I was seated at.

It was nice talking to you

and

laughing!

It was so natural.

:D

I'll make more time on here later!

For a better post!

As always, sooooo much to tell...

But for now,

my love!

Bub-Bye!

Klemey. 

That's My Blog:

Hi, hello there... :]

Angel, I was surprised in the most loveliest way to see and read your post. It made me very happy, even if I'm reading it about 3 months later. Question: Did you reactivate your Facebook, then possibly deactivate it again? Haha, I can still never do that. Question #2: Are you back in town yet?!

I am! Decided to wisen up just a bit and go to UAA. I'm tired of making rash decisions, GBC falls under that in a way. It really came down to admitting I couldn't afford it. At least without taking a mass of loans out with private banks and such. Not down with that. So I'll settle with...the lesser of two evils, let's put it that way, when it comes to borrowing money.

I've registered for 3 classes and am on a wait list for a fourth. 

English, Math, and French. 

Communications is the last one I'm hoping I get.

I've been slacking on making an appointment with the advisor lady who was so helpful with figuring out which classes to choose. Need to cut that out. I also need to make my way to the financial aid place and discuss cost and payments!!! Pronto. School starts very very soon. 

Anyways, on to my Nevada trip!

It was...

Hot.

Full of casinos.

Hot.

Nice to see my grands.

Hot. 

A waste of my time.

Hot.

Hahaha, yes it was a waste of my time. I could've, should've, been here working (two jobs preferably), planning for school, and dealing with my guys and best friend. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret it. I got a great tan, spent time with my grand parents, had time to reflect about a lot of things, decided to try Buddhism, and fell in love with my mom's coworker like only I can. ;P

Bet you the last part caught your attention... :]

Rai, you've seen this guy...At Denny's the night I got back. You asked if we were dating. No, we're not. I would if he asked but he doesn't date and in my own ways I prefer it that way. He's different then all the other guys in my life...But his mindset, his ways of life...I get it all, I understand him, he's like me in so many ways. I feel like he's me in about 4 years. 

He doesn't date, he has...ladies. Ladies he cares about in different ways I guess. I'm one of them. He's not sexual with all of them, I guess this may be a little hard to explain, everyone is different and special in their own way. 

He's funny, interesting, and great in his own way. He thinks he's incredibly f*cked up, I can't seem to convince him differently. Sigh, he's not.

He has changed my way of thoughts when it comes to guys in my life. If I think about it, I have...Guys. Guys that are special to me in different ways, all important to me. I'm not sexual with them all, have been with a few. He's on of them now, one of the main ones. 

It's definitely an interesting relationship, the kind that I can just sit and think about forever. I get into all the psychology behind it...but forever I must not spend typing about it. :P

On to other business!

Yes, Buddhism. My grandparents, mainly my grandfather, are Buddhist. It's such a positive, happy, practice to practice. It's all about being positive to attract positive. Again, everything it's about is what I'm about. And once again, I've been slacking on contacting the lady who's involved with it all down here. Shame on me, I know.

I feel like just over the past few months, I've done a lot of evolving as a person. I'm definitely trying to change into something, someone, who's more mature and happy I guess. Live life I guess. :]

We're all evolving aren't we? I like it. This Bennet Reunion must happen soon, I wish to see you both and how you've evolved. [:

But for now...Goodnight! I must learn to write posts when it isn't bedtime for sleepy Klemey. <3 font="font">

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

I won't give up

Wow it has been surely a long time since i have been on here.

it took me like three attempts to log in here. i was about to give up until i remembered our password:)

well now don't get too excited. you know me i can not write consistently but as the words of jason mraz says

"i wont give up on us, even if the skies get rough"

so i guess thank you klemy and rai for waiting for me to come around. i felt as if this is what you guys did

heres the jason style:

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

these lyrics are exactly what you guys did. and i want to thank you again.

i honestly did not think i was ever going to write here. I was being a complete idiot. so thank you for waiting patiently for me to come to my senses.

do you hear that world????

doo you seee it??????

a BENNET REUNION coming to you soon!

so Klemy i am so proud of you as well that your are following your dreams:]

and rai i admire your dedication to your new life:]

you guys are many of my inspirations to me!

well i guess i want to catch up, but i want to do it the right way. i want to have a bennet renuion with our t shirts:]

however i won't be able to do much until may 6. that is when i am officially done with exams.

so consider waiting for me another couple days??

i really do miss the good old bennet days.

i want to leave you with these lyrics:

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you guys are still my friends at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

Angel

Lithium:

Good morning all!

So right now I am super hyper for some reason.
I feel like it's later than it actually is.
And I'm in the mood to do everything!

Like the dishes, write, scholarships, art, converse.
Everything!

Haha, I ran on the treadmill.
Ran.

Dude, my legs are gonna be so freaking beefy soon.
I need more cardio and fat burning going on!
I don't want muscle legs!
I wanna lose the tummy and arm fat,
and not to mention dropping a few bra sizes would be nice.

Do your boobs get smaller when you lose weight?
God, I hope so.

Anyways, I felt like hey why not go on here?

Angel, I like that you've popped back into my life a little more.
It makes me happy.

Rai, how are you doing?
Busy with school and friends?
Planning your next escape to New York?

Me?
I've figured out my way out of here.
I'm going to school in Nevada.
Leaving July 1st.
That's the official date.

I'm determined.

Dad doesn't eggs'actly agree with me,
but all he needs to know is that I'm doing it.

I've applied, talked to housing, and done my FASFA.
Which I hope to use to pay for it.
Loans and what not since I have no college fund.
And I know that's risky, debt and all, but if
I don't put a little on the line how am
I to eggs'pect any kind of reward out of life?

Life's short anyway.
Debt can't last forever.

Agh, some weirdo keeps calling me.
Hey! Internet people...
Call this number: 1-907-744-3435.
Give them all kinds of crap!
And do it in weird accents.

Oh, I've been asked to be a witness at my co'workers
legal wedding ceremony tomorrow.
It's not the actual wedding, but the legal jest of it.
I'm pretty eggs'cited.

They wanna get married without telling their parents,
then when they come back after the summer
(both are parting for school reasons)
they're gonna surprise them.

I wanna start writing again.
Like the Bennet stories,
but maybe something I could send to a company.
Dunno how seriously they'd take me since I don't have
any kind of writing degree but hey!
It's worth a try, maybe a few.

Well, I've finished my random spaz attack on here.
Good night people around the world.

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

Why Hello Hello!

I was looking through our posts and remembered how hilarious we are! Good times, good times. :)

New York was life changing for me! It's all I think about day and night. It's crazy. All I want to do is hail a taxi, take the subway, walk down a cool street. But instead I'm just going to my classes and going to work...not exactly the dream life. But I'm working on it! =D

Klemey, are you still going to school next Fall?? If you are I'm so excited! What classes are you gonna take? Are you still going to study Accounting? If you are we should take a class together! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

But Elko sounds interesting! Take a lot of pictures for me, I'd like to see this place!

How long have you and Andrew A. been together? Where did you meet him?

I am excited that it is 2012. So far I've been looking at life a different way and I am genuinely pleased with how things are working out! I've been blogging and it sure helps when I need to look up inspirational quotes and pictures. They make me happy :)

It's on tumblr if you want to check it out! http://slynneth.tumblr.com

I try not to follow the blogs where the girls constantly complain about their lives...that used to be me and that is so 2011! ;)

I love your January goals! No texting at work=HILARIOUS.

Also I like your birthday/wedding party idea! That's cute! :)

Also how did your biggest cake ever project go?? That sounded like a lot of fun!

How is your family? I haven't seen them in ages!!

I sure do miss hanging out!

-Rai

The Beginning Not The End:

Man, looking thru' this blog and all of our posts reminds
me of how creative we are.

I love it.

Rai, I thought the picture on your FaceBook in your Bennet shirt
was adorable.
I miss Bennet as well.

Angel, it was awesome seeing you and your mum at work too!
Haha, she made me feel fantastical hugging me like that!

I kinda feel like you might feel awkward talking to me,
when you run into me like that.
I wish you wouldn't.
We may not be as close as we were, but you're still a friend of mine.

How was New York you guys?

That's incredibly amazing y'all went!
Must've been crazy, in a total boss kind of way.

I wouldn't be able to fit everything all of the things
I wanna do into a few days.
Haha, heck I'm going to Elko for 3 weeks
and I don't think even that will be enough time!?!

Ah, I can't wait and/or believe I'm actually going.
Haha, I should eggs'plain right?
Next month I'm flying to Elko, Nevada all by onesies!?!
To visit one mister Andrew A.
My wonderful boyfriend.

:D

We met this summer in Oregon,
at Nikki's parentals wedding.

I know the last time I posted on here I was with
Cody/Anime
but that I had to end.

I didn't return the feeling he had for me.

Anyways, I leave on the 9th of February and return the 1st of March.
I'm kind of worried about going thru' all the airport mojo'jojo
all alone but it should be a wonderful adventure!
I'ma feel all grown up!

:P

Can not wait!

Okay, new topic!
It's finally the dreaded year of 2o12.
I'm pretty eggs'cited for how this year's gonna turn out.
I swear if something big doesn't happen I am gonna
be thoroughly disappointed!

So this year I'm doing my resolutions month by month.
So I can focus on them better.
And actually go thru' with them!

January Goals:
* Cut down my soda intake!
* No fast food!
* No texting at work!

Feb.
None!
Just enjoy my Andrew time.
<3

March:
* Get my permit!
* Plan the wedding!

April:
* Get a second job!

Now you're prolly asking yourself what wedding...
Moo'haha!
This my latest eccentric idea
but instead of a birthday party this year
I'm throwing myself a wedding!

Haha, and since me and Nikki have this
saying...She's the only one I'll ever marry...
she's going to be my groom!

Hahaha, it's going to be crazy...
CRAZY AWESOME!

xD

That reminds me I'm listening to this 8o's playlist...
It's pure gold!

I love all of it.

http://pl.st/p/21872312331

Why am I so freaking tired?!?
I slept like all day man.

Haha, I'm prolly gonna be up for like 3 more hours...
Writing notes and watching movies.

My mum stole my tweezers!
Gasp, how rude!?!

Okay, maybe I should go before I get delirious...
Or well more then I already am.

;D

I hope your guys year is going great so far!

Bub'Bye!

Klemey.