Well this is unfortunate.

Here are my final grades:

Computer class: B

Bio: B

Russian: A

English: A

Guidance: B

I'm pretty sure I WON'T make the freakin Deans list. To makes the Deans list you need a 3.5 and I have a 3.4. I hate that. It's gonna be freakin high school all over again: I'll going to work hard, get lower grades than I want, and I won't get to graduate with honors.

I'm tired of that cycle. I refuse to let it happen.

This semester was sort of like a test run. Now I know what works and what doesn't. So next semester I'm going to work so hard that I'll be studying in my sleep.

I cannot/WILL NOT let this happen again!

NEVER!