Ja-essssh! Is your mother okay?!? I really hope everything is okay...
And that's cool that your going to Seattle and Venice (major motivation to graduate college!!!)...And haha I plan on getting a awesome slug bug...For my present...Hopefully. I pln on naming it....Wait, need a moment to remember...I think the name I decided on was Philli...Like Phillidalphia....
And what is with that post with the pictures of the cool tidal waves? and steamy pools...It stretched out the entire blog....Weird....
So since tomorrow (hey I spelled that right!!!) is Sunday that is a perfect time for me to start my little diet plan!!!! And I am so so so so serious!!! I mean it this time : ) Because last night me and my mum were looking at prom dresses and I took a very seriously thought to losing weight....And I AM GOING TO DO IT!!!! Yay Klemey!!!
Oh! Little side note....I took my A.C.T. test today it was okay....I think I failed the science portion....I really didn't know how to do anything on there....Gah, but besides that I did really good...I think!!!!
I saw Afro-Dude there...and Chuppa...And a lot of other people...
Well, Klemey's got to go so BUB-BYE....
Rai: Hope your mom's feeling better...Tell her I say Get Well!!!!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Very serious message from Rai.
Ok Klemey and Angel.
I have to be honest with you guys and myself.
I can be a total B*tch and we all know it.
I get upset easily, I snap all the time, I have crazy mood swings, and I whine and complain about everything.
But I am reading this book that is helping me change my life. I know I'm young and there's not much to change, but apparently there is.
I just discovered that I am a Reactive person.
Reactive people just "react" to situations while Proactive people think about the situation all the way through.
My book says that Reactive people:
-Are easily offended [check]
-Blame others [check]
-Get angry and say things they regret later [check]
-Whine and complain [check and check]
-Wait for things to happen to them [ :( very true]
-Change only when they have to [sadly this is true too]
So I am asking you guys, since I spend most of my time with you and my rents, if you can help me out.
I would greatly appreciate it if you could be honest and upfront with me whenever I am doing these things. Like if I start to complain about something could you say like "Oh Rai! You're complaining." ? Do you think you guys can help me? =[
My attitude and view of life is getting me nowhere. I am sitting in my room with a million things to do and I just 'think' about doing them and then I get un-motivated to do them after I think about all the hard work.
For example: My stupid portfolio. I need to do it and I just don't want to, but now I am choosing to do for my heart's sake. Maybe when I finish it, I will be happy with myself and I will be motivated to do other things. =]
But I have a feeling this is going to be a looonng and difficult process.
I am calling it Operation: Re-invention.
I need to re-invent the old Rai. Or else I will never accomplish my number one goal in life:
To Be Happy.
-rai
I have to be honest with you guys and myself.
I can be a total B*tch and we all know it.
I get upset easily, I snap all the time, I have crazy mood swings, and I whine and complain about everything.
But I am reading this book that is helping me change my life. I know I'm young and there's not much to change, but apparently there is.
I just discovered that I am a Reactive person.
Reactive people just "react" to situations while Proactive people think about the situation all the way through.
My book says that Reactive people:
-Are easily offended [check]
-Blame others [check]
-Get angry and say things they regret later [check]
-Whine and complain [check and check]
-Wait for things to happen to them [ :( very true]
-Change only when they have to [sadly this is true too]
So I am asking you guys, since I spend most of my time with you and my rents, if you can help me out.
I would greatly appreciate it if you could be honest and upfront with me whenever I am doing these things. Like if I start to complain about something could you say like "Oh Rai! You're complaining." ? Do you think you guys can help me? =[
My attitude and view of life is getting me nowhere. I am sitting in my room with a million things to do and I just 'think' about doing them and then I get un-motivated to do them after I think about all the hard work.
For example: My stupid portfolio. I need to do it and I just don't want to, but now I am choosing to do for my heart's sake. Maybe when I finish it, I will be happy with myself and I will be motivated to do other things. =]
But I have a feeling this is going to be a looonng and difficult process.
I am calling it Operation: Re-invention.
I need to re-invent the old Rai. Or else I will never accomplish my number one goal in life:
To Be Happy.
-rai
Friday, February 5, 2010
Crazy 5 minutes of my life.
So angel..i didn't like that you called to tell me something i already knew and then hung up before i could ask you a question.
I was already upset that i couldn't hear the SOS Haiti telethon on BET cuz the dumb station was wacked out.
But then chris brown came on the screen and then the audio magically started working again and i forgot about all that was troubling me.
Then i couldn't make a knot [even though i made one earlier] ..(i am making a blanket for my mom) and then it was like chris brown felt that i was struggling and sang directly to me and he gave me strength and VOILA! i finally made a knot =]
-rai
don't judge me, i only got 3 hours of sleep
I was already upset that i couldn't hear the SOS Haiti telethon on BET cuz the dumb station was wacked out.
But then chris brown came on the screen and then the audio magically started working again and i forgot about all that was troubling me.
Then i couldn't make a knot [even though i made one earlier] ..(i am making a blanket for my mom) and then it was like chris brown felt that i was struggling and sang directly to me and he gave me strength and VOILA! i finally made a knot =]
-rai
don't judge me, i only got 3 hours of sleep
0.o
Rai:
is your mom okay?
is she feelign better now?
you okay?
omg i hope everythings fine!
i send flowers in spirit:)
i m glad she s homw with you now!
coolio trip to seatale
bring me a fake gucci bag or prada?
Klemy:
thats good you did your homework and finsih!
thanks for the favor!
an dont forget to dress as an element!
and invite to te wedding
and what have you decided to cook for french?
hows your dad?
uaa was fun.saw angelina hung out with her and jacob. fun day.
is your mom okay?
is she feelign better now?
you okay?
omg i hope everythings fine!
i send flowers in spirit:)
i m glad she s homw with you now!
coolio trip to seatale
bring me a fake gucci bag or prada?
Klemy:
thats good you did your homework and finsih!
thanks for the favor!
an dont forget to dress as an element!
and invite to te wedding
and what have you decided to cook for french?
hows your dad?
uaa was fun.saw angelina hung out with her and jacob. fun day.
Rai is going to tell a little story.
First of all I HAD a perfect attendence for the 2nd semester...until just recently.
WEDNESDAY NIGHT: I got home from school and then BOOM. I was hit with a SERIOUS wave of tiredness..so I decided to take a lil nap..[an hour and half] and then my phone vibrarted..[angel was calling] and then BOOM. I was hit with a SERIOUS headache [do you remember angel i told you that on the phone?] and then I rememeber my dad made chicken and rice, so I tried to go upstairs and get some. I barely made it to the kitchen and I crashed on the couch with my head throbbing like a motherf-er. Then I wake up feeling the same and I took some meds and then I started to feel a little better. Then me and my mom pulled an all-nighter with my dumbo college crap and I didn't get to bed until 1:00am.
THURSDAY: I woke up late for school feeling tired and weak and my mom came downstairs and told me I could stay home from school. And I got more rest and woke up later hating that my attendence record was shattered =[
THURSDAY NIGHT: Me and my rents were up til about 10:30 planning a graduation trip to seattle (just for me and rents =[ sorry klemey and angel, but my mom said if i graduate from UAA, she will give me a trip to VENICE! =] ) and then I went to bed around 11:45pm
FRIDAY: and then I wake up at 1:45am to my dad practically yelling "Rai, I have to take mom to the hospital and she needs some socks!" and I get up wondering WTF is going on and I asked "whats wrong?" and my dad said "She was feeling light-headed and she could feel or move her left arm and we called the paramedics and they came out and told us to go to the ER." and I'm thinking OMG what is with my rents and the hospital?! and then I stayed up till 6 am after that reading Dear John until my dad finally called me and told me that she might have to be admitted into a hospital room and run more tests. And then I talked to my mommy and she told me that I could stay home since I stayed up all night waiting for my dad to call me [and he claimed he didnt know i was waiting for a call. uhm hello this is the woman who gave birth to me!] but then the day went on and my mom finally was released from the hospital 6pm.
So yeah, they said she doesn't have a blood clot, but her arthritis might have something to do with it =[
-rai
WEDNESDAY NIGHT: I got home from school and then BOOM. I was hit with a SERIOUS wave of tiredness..so I decided to take a lil nap..[an hour and half] and then my phone vibrarted..[angel was calling] and then BOOM. I was hit with a SERIOUS headache [do you remember angel i told you that on the phone?] and then I rememeber my dad made chicken and rice, so I tried to go upstairs and get some. I barely made it to the kitchen and I crashed on the couch with my head throbbing like a motherf-er. Then I wake up feeling the same and I took some meds and then I started to feel a little better. Then me and my mom pulled an all-nighter with my dumbo college crap and I didn't get to bed until 1:00am.
THURSDAY: I woke up late for school feeling tired and weak and my mom came downstairs and told me I could stay home from school. And I got more rest and woke up later hating that my attendence record was shattered =[
THURSDAY NIGHT: Me and my rents were up til about 10:30 planning a graduation trip to seattle (just for me and rents =[ sorry klemey and angel, but my mom said if i graduate from UAA, she will give me a trip to VENICE! =] ) and then I went to bed around 11:45pm
FRIDAY: and then I wake up at 1:45am to my dad practically yelling "Rai, I have to take mom to the hospital and she needs some socks!" and I get up wondering WTF is going on and I asked "whats wrong?" and my dad said "She was feeling light-headed and she could feel or move her left arm and we called the paramedics and they came out and told us to go to the ER." and I'm thinking OMG what is with my rents and the hospital?! and then I stayed up till 6 am after that reading Dear John until my dad finally called me and told me that she might have to be admitted into a hospital room and run more tests. And then I talked to my mommy and she told me that I could stay home since I stayed up all night waiting for my dad to call me [and he claimed he didnt know i was waiting for a call. uhm hello this is the woman who gave birth to me!] but then the day went on and my mom finally was released from the hospital 6pm.
So yeah, they said she doesn't have a blood clot, but her arthritis might have something to do with it =[
-rai
P.S. from Klemey...
Klemey forgot to mention that she likes the new pics. on the blog (Rai) and also
Klemey is wondering if Rai watched the Shane Dawson vid. for Bad (Bro)mance....?
Sincerely, Klemey....
Klemey is wondering if Rai watched the Shane Dawson vid. for Bad (Bro)mance....?
Sincerely, Klemey....
I did my English Homework....
Klemey did her english homework!!! Yay! Yay! Yay!
And her 'Father' (Star Wars voice...) asked her to add him on Facebook....She said Okey-Dokey...(Now she wondering if she spelled Okey-Dokey right...)...
She also performed the noble deed asked of her by Angel...(Ms. Jesse's will bring what you asked of her...) and guess what!!!! She did her Chem. homework ALL by herself yesterday! BE F'ING PROUD!!! (She only got it done because she 'stole' a chemistry book from her teacher...But no worries she will return it after her grade improves...Promise)...
Klemey also has to look up a recipe for a French dessert so she can bake it for a French party her class is going to have to practice proper French table manners...
Also if Klemey dresses up like an element on Monday she could quite possibly receive 5-20 points extra credit in her Chem. class (It's not like she doesn't need it...Seriously she does!!!)....
Klemey is enjoying writing about herslef in third person...Superior...
Klemey keeps thinking about today after 2nd hour when she was walking to French and Anerexic (That's code for the guy Klemey will one day marry) was right in front of her....Seriously like an inch away and she got all butterfly in the stomach and red faced...Even though he wasn't even facing her...
he is so gahhhhh!!!
Klemey is wanting to know how Angel's UAA thing went today...And where Rai was today....
Klemey is leaving now because the duties of life are calling her to do their tidings....
Klemey says,
BUB-BYE!!!!
And her 'Father' (Star Wars voice...) asked her to add him on Facebook....She said Okey-Dokey...(Now she wondering if she spelled Okey-Dokey right...)...
She also performed the noble deed asked of her by Angel...(Ms. Jesse's will bring what you asked of her...) and guess what!!!! She did her Chem. homework ALL by herself yesterday! BE F'ING PROUD!!! (She only got it done because she 'stole' a chemistry book from her teacher...But no worries she will return it after her grade improves...Promise)...
Klemey also has to look up a recipe for a French dessert so she can bake it for a French party her class is going to have to practice proper French table manners...
Also if Klemey dresses up like an element on Monday she could quite possibly receive 5-20 points extra credit in her Chem. class (It's not like she doesn't need it...Seriously she does!!!)....
Klemey is enjoying writing about herslef in third person...Superior...
Klemey keeps thinking about today after 2nd hour when she was walking to French and Anerexic (That's code for the guy Klemey will one day marry) was right in front of her....Seriously like an inch away and she got all butterfly in the stomach and red faced...Even though he wasn't even facing her...
he is so gahhhhh!!!
Klemey is wanting to know how Angel's UAA thing went today...And where Rai was today....
Klemey is leaving now because the duties of life are calling her to do their tidings....
Klemey says,
BUB-BYE!!!!
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