Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Klemey..
Angel said she would call me around 10 tomorrow to see if we'll go biking tomorrow or Thrusday..
But I'm bored.
So yeah...Imma go I guess..
I'm soooo bored without work..
Blarghy.
But I'm bored.
So yeah...Imma go I guess..
I'm soooo bored without work..
Blarghy.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
I have done some research..
1. I am not to be alone in a room with the opposite sex. Because with the two of us, there is a 3rd visitor..and that is Shaytan (satan). This I believe because things always happen when a woman and a man are alone in a room.
2. I am not allowed to have a boyfriend. In my religion, there is no such thing as a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I am either married or not.
3. I am not supposed to look at men or have feelings for them. I am supposed to lower my gaze around non-muslim men and not let a second look follow the first. God grants me the first look, but I shouldn't look a second time.
Now here are my responses.
1. This is very difficult living in the world and country that we do. Even me getting counted out by Sweetheart is wrong, but there is nothing I can do but remind myself that we are not alone.
2. This I guess I can understand. But I am the type who would marry for love. Therefore, marrying a complete stranger wouldn't make sense. So in order to know the person, I would have to get to know them. But I need to have some sort of self-control I guess..so no BF for me ladies. I may be lonely and boring and feel like a 3rd or 5th wheel (how I felt when we saw Karate Kid[the movie, not the guy] with Nora and Glee Boy) but at least I know I am protecting myself and following what I was told to do.
3. This is extremely difficult for me. I don't know if I could ever change this in my life. But I could try. I look at it as though I am admiring God's work. We cannot deny there are some very attractive men in this world. And I ALWAYS remind myself either out loud or in my head that this is God's creation and I admire it with so much love. I mean I understand the purpose of this ruling, it's to keep us women from commiting adultery and making moves towards the men. But this is ME. We all know I'd be too shy to do either one! And besides, I wouldn't ever let anything like that happen. I feel like when Sweetheart was in the room with us, I didn't talk much because I was shy AND because I knew he'd see how truly amazing I was and he would want me so badly. =p But seriously, I feel like I knew I shouldn't say too much or get into anything that could potentially express my admiration for him. I'm not completely ignorant...
This whole thing just made me cry. I feel like I've been living the wrong way..but I am trying to change little by little =]
I just need your guys' friendship support! <3
I love you two!
2. I am not allowed to have a boyfriend. In my religion, there is no such thing as a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I am either married or not.
3. I am not supposed to look at men or have feelings for them. I am supposed to lower my gaze around non-muslim men and not let a second look follow the first. God grants me the first look, but I shouldn't look a second time.
Now here are my responses.
1. This is very difficult living in the world and country that we do. Even me getting counted out by Sweetheart is wrong, but there is nothing I can do but remind myself that we are not alone.
2. This I guess I can understand. But I am the type who would marry for love. Therefore, marrying a complete stranger wouldn't make sense. So in order to know the person, I would have to get to know them. But I need to have some sort of self-control I guess..so no BF for me ladies. I may be lonely and boring and feel like a 3rd or 5th wheel (how I felt when we saw Karate Kid[the movie, not the guy] with Nora and Glee Boy) but at least I know I am protecting myself and following what I was told to do.
3. This is extremely difficult for me. I don't know if I could ever change this in my life. But I could try. I look at it as though I am admiring God's work. We cannot deny there are some very attractive men in this world. And I ALWAYS remind myself either out loud or in my head that this is God's creation and I admire it with so much love. I mean I understand the purpose of this ruling, it's to keep us women from commiting adultery and making moves towards the men. But this is ME. We all know I'd be too shy to do either one! And besides, I wouldn't ever let anything like that happen. I feel like when Sweetheart was in the room with us, I didn't talk much because I was shy AND because I knew he'd see how truly amazing I was and he would want me so badly. =p But seriously, I feel like I knew I shouldn't say too much or get into anything that could potentially express my admiration for him. I'm not completely ignorant...
This whole thing just made me cry. I feel like I've been living the wrong way..but I am trying to change little by little =]
I just need your guys' friendship support! <3
I love you two!
Never Have I Ever.
So I am in love! With Hot Chelle Rae and 3oh!3. I am just soaking in music right now...Since we've been working forever...I haven't been listening to ANY music...At all. Now I can't stop.
HELP!
Anyways, Rai...You we could go to that travel agency thing in the Northway Mall...I thought the tickets would be more like $1,000...Wow, we gotta buy them soon! And (haha) are we gonna end up staying in like a Holiday Inn? 'Cuz I got a pefect song for that!
I'll post it later...
So I had a pretty cool idea today. What if I move into my Gramps apartment after highschool? I mean I don't really wanna stay at my house after I graduate...Especially if my pops is gonna be all pissy with me like he is now...And I don't think the Bennet trio is gonna be able to afford a place to share togther for awhile...But my Aunt has also mentioned something about me coming to live with her too...I.D.K. I'ma have a little talk with my Gramps next time I see him.
We're at his place now, but he's not home...We don't know where he is...I wonder if he would charge me rent? Of course I would like help him out with food...I wonder what my mom and them would do if I did...See I'd move in after we get back from Cali!
I'd take the spare room he has...I get rid of the bunk bed he has in there...And put my bed in there...I don't think I'd need my dresser 'cuz of the closet...Then I'd hang up so many posters and crap make it my room...Haha, I can see that...Then mom and dad wouldn't be so involved in my life...By that I mean I wouldn't have to tell them where I am EVERY second of the day...Like say I wanna go to Taco Bell after work with a certain someone then I can...And I wouldn't have to worry about telling them...And if I lived here, I would only have to catch bus 75 to go to work...Instead of two buses...
Klemey, don't get to far ahead of yourself.
Calm down.
Breathe.
I'm excited.
I wish I could ask him now. NOW!
Rai, I hate you. 'Cuz I just can't stop listening to Love Like Woe. He is so cute, the singer. I like this song too called One Night Stand by Big City Kids. Maybe i should just pull those, one night stands, instead of relationships...Haha, just kidding.
Glee Boy and me talked on the phone until my pops told me to get off (dick move, by the way). It was kinda weird talking to him, you know Rai how you asked me if we've had a serious conversation...I don't think I'd count that as a serious convo.
So what are we doing tomorrow? Angel, can you hangout then or Thursday? Let me know 'cuz if you can't hangout Thursday (which I realllllly hope you can, if you can't tomorrow) then I wanna see if I can bring Thor and Amy to see Eclipse. Rai, if that is how it works out then I wanna know if you can come! If you wouldn't mind seeing it again!
Angel, we gotta talk! I'ma call you so we can plan the party! God, I've been saying that all week, but never do call you! I miss you!
God, I love finding new music!
Boy Will Be Boys - Make This Count!
Handshakes and Highfives - Reflections!
My Aunt and Peanut Butter said they would help me make Glee Boy a mixed c.d. Yay! Now I just have to decide what songs go on there...Definitely some Glee.
If I did live with my Gramps then I really would have to get a cell phone. I just thought about that...
Klemey With A Cell Phone = Possible Disaster.
Gonna go now.
Bub-Bye!
Klemey.
P.S.
Room94 - Shipwreck.
HELP!
Anyways, Rai...You we could go to that travel agency thing in the Northway Mall...I thought the tickets would be more like $1,000...Wow, we gotta buy them soon! And (haha) are we gonna end up staying in like a Holiday Inn? 'Cuz I got a pefect song for that!
I'll post it later...
So I had a pretty cool idea today. What if I move into my Gramps apartment after highschool? I mean I don't really wanna stay at my house after I graduate...Especially if my pops is gonna be all pissy with me like he is now...And I don't think the Bennet trio is gonna be able to afford a place to share togther for awhile...But my Aunt has also mentioned something about me coming to live with her too...I.D.K. I'ma have a little talk with my Gramps next time I see him.
We're at his place now, but he's not home...We don't know where he is...I wonder if he would charge me rent? Of course I would like help him out with food...I wonder what my mom and them would do if I did...See I'd move in after we get back from Cali!
I'd take the spare room he has...I get rid of the bunk bed he has in there...And put my bed in there...I don't think I'd need my dresser 'cuz of the closet...Then I'd hang up so many posters and crap make it my room...Haha, I can see that...Then mom and dad wouldn't be so involved in my life...By that I mean I wouldn't have to tell them where I am EVERY second of the day...Like say I wanna go to Taco Bell after work with a certain someone then I can...And I wouldn't have to worry about telling them...And if I lived here, I would only have to catch bus 75 to go to work...Instead of two buses...
Klemey, don't get to far ahead of yourself.
Calm down.
Breathe.
I'm excited.
I wish I could ask him now. NOW!
Rai, I hate you. 'Cuz I just can't stop listening to Love Like Woe. He is so cute, the singer. I like this song too called One Night Stand by Big City Kids. Maybe i should just pull those, one night stands, instead of relationships...Haha, just kidding.
Glee Boy and me talked on the phone until my pops told me to get off (dick move, by the way). It was kinda weird talking to him, you know Rai how you asked me if we've had a serious conversation...I don't think I'd count that as a serious convo.
So what are we doing tomorrow? Angel, can you hangout then or Thursday? Let me know 'cuz if you can't hangout Thursday (which I realllllly hope you can, if you can't tomorrow) then I wanna see if I can bring Thor and Amy to see Eclipse. Rai, if that is how it works out then I wanna know if you can come! If you wouldn't mind seeing it again!
Angel, we gotta talk! I'ma call you so we can plan the party! God, I've been saying that all week, but never do call you! I miss you!
God, I love finding new music!
Boy Will Be Boys - Make This Count!
Handshakes and Highfives - Reflections!
My Aunt and Peanut Butter said they would help me make Glee Boy a mixed c.d. Yay! Now I just have to decide what songs go on there...Definitely some Glee.
If I did live with my Gramps then I really would have to get a cell phone. I just thought about that...
Klemey With A Cell Phone = Possible Disaster.
Gonna go now.
Bub-Bye!
Klemey.
P.S.
Room94 - Shipwreck.
Tickets for California in May..
are now available for purchase..
Oh my goodness.
Prices are now over 900 dollars person..
But Klemey..I have looked up hotels for EVERY week in May of next year and only 5-6 hotels show up..I looked up hotels in Downtown LA and they are SOLD OUT.
I'm not even kidding.
If we want to go to Cali, we have to fork up more than 900 bucks ASAP.
Ugh..but that was just one website..
BLARGHY.
This sucks!
:(
I want to go but we'd have to book it NOW.
Ok..Im checking Travelocity right now...
Omg..
We need a freakin travel agent to help us out...blarghy
Oh my goodness.
Prices are now over 900 dollars person..
But Klemey..I have looked up hotels for EVERY week in May of next year and only 5-6 hotels show up..I looked up hotels in Downtown LA and they are SOLD OUT.
I'm not even kidding.
If we want to go to Cali, we have to fork up more than 900 bucks ASAP.
Ugh..but that was just one website..
BLARGHY.
This sucks!
:(
I want to go but we'd have to book it NOW.
Ok..Im checking Travelocity right now...
Omg..
We need a freakin travel agent to help us out...blarghy
I am never..
wearing contact lenses.
know they have been approved by doctors and blah blah blah, but I just don't agree I with putting something in my eyes.
It isn't natural and they are too many possible things that could go wrong.
I am sticking with glasses FOREVER.
As for the problem with not being able to wear cute sunglasses while wearing glasses....I will just get prescription sunglasses at LensCrafters! =]
Problem solved!
=]
know they have been approved by doctors and blah blah blah, but I just don't agree I with putting something in my eyes.
It isn't natural and they are too many possible things that could go wrong.
I am sticking with glasses FOREVER.
As for the problem with not being able to wear cute sunglasses while wearing glasses....I will just get prescription sunglasses at LensCrafters! =]
Problem solved!
=]
"Pain is not to make you miserable..
Pain comes to make you aware."
If you think about this quote..and think about what we learned about "pain" in psychology..it sort of gives you an insight on how to change certain parts of your life.
I find it extremely helpful and empowering.
It's like you have an emotional pain in your heart for whatever reason and you think it's there to keep you upset or unhappy. But this quote shows that the emotional pain is really there to make you aware of your condition and aware that changes need to be made.
-"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
I love this quote because these are 3 qualities I wish I had. Of course, we are not all born with them, but I believe they are things that are acquired through time, experiences, and hardships.
I think the wisdom should come first because what if you've got all this courage built up to change things that you can't, and you have accepted things that you could change. That would be make life a little more difficult and stressful..because you wouldn't see any changes at all..
hmm..
I love quotes that make you think.
-"He who keeps wishing for more, will always feel poor."
Woah. I feel like... this applys to me in a way...because I'm always wishing for things...but technically "wishing" is different than "chasing your dreams." I mean, true, your dreams are really wishes...but with "chasing your dreams" you are actually putting up some action whereas with "wishing" you are just wanting something and not necessarily doing anything to attain it. It's kind of like a shooting star. You stand there and make a wish as it passes, and you hope for the best.
My dream I'm trying to chase: Travel the world. (I'm saving up money.)
My wish: To win Sweetheart's heart. (I'm not really trying...mainly because of my fear of rejection...we'll get into that much later haha)
Do you agree? Am I making sense? Lol. It's 2:20 in the morning..and I need to be inspired! :)
-"In a self-approved life, there is no difference between work and play."
This goes along with my not-wanting-a-job-that-I-don't-like-or-am-not-happy-with theory.
You've all heard that, so there is no need to repeat it. :)
-"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a life-time."
I always wonder why I never see, talk to, or hear from people again. But their appearance in my life has been marked with either memories or certain events.
To end my quote-dazed post, I am going to end with a quote that I am applying to my life TOMORROW.
"I choose only love and I promise to give it to myself everyday."
I am having my own personal spa day! =]
Goodnight my fellow Bandmates..btw..we need to buy Guitar Hero ASAP so we can book our first gig! :]
FYI: All these quotes have been tweeted by celebrities on Twitter. Booyah! ;)
If you think about this quote..and think about what we learned about "pain" in psychology..it sort of gives you an insight on how to change certain parts of your life.
I find it extremely helpful and empowering.
It's like you have an emotional pain in your heart for whatever reason and you think it's there to keep you upset or unhappy. But this quote shows that the emotional pain is really there to make you aware of your condition and aware that changes need to be made.
-"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
I love this quote because these are 3 qualities I wish I had. Of course, we are not all born with them, but I believe they are things that are acquired through time, experiences, and hardships.
I think the wisdom should come first because what if you've got all this courage built up to change things that you can't, and you have accepted things that you could change. That would be make life a little more difficult and stressful..because you wouldn't see any changes at all..
hmm..
I love quotes that make you think.
-"He who keeps wishing for more, will always feel poor."
Woah. I feel like... this applys to me in a way...because I'm always wishing for things...but technically "wishing" is different than "chasing your dreams." I mean, true, your dreams are really wishes...but with "chasing your dreams" you are actually putting up some action whereas with "wishing" you are just wanting something and not necessarily doing anything to attain it. It's kind of like a shooting star. You stand there and make a wish as it passes, and you hope for the best.
My dream I'm trying to chase: Travel the world. (I'm saving up money.)
My wish: To win Sweetheart's heart. (I'm not really trying...mainly because of my fear of rejection...we'll get into that much later haha)
Do you agree? Am I making sense? Lol. It's 2:20 in the morning..and I need to be inspired! :)
-"In a self-approved life, there is no difference between work and play."
This goes along with my not-wanting-a-job-that-I-don't-like-or-am-not-happy-with theory.
You've all heard that, so there is no need to repeat it. :)
-"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a life-time."
I always wonder why I never see, talk to, or hear from people again. But their appearance in my life has been marked with either memories or certain events.
To end my quote-dazed post, I am going to end with a quote that I am applying to my life TOMORROW.
"I choose only love and I promise to give it to myself everyday."
I am having my own personal spa day! =]
Goodnight my fellow Bandmates..btw..we need to buy Guitar Hero ASAP so we can book our first gig! :]
FYI: All these quotes have been tweeted by celebrities on Twitter. Booyah! ;)
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