You know me..Transportation Queen...more like People Mover Queen.
Anyways, I was thinking of transferring to a different university..but I already have a plan for UAA....I'll just stick with what I've started with and see where things go :)
So I'm applying to the Honors College....and in the Fall I'm going to join the Accounting club.
That should be interesting.
Hopefully by then I will have more confidence and feel comfortable speaking in front of people :S
That's what I'm going to work on this summer, improving my self-esteem and learning to love myself :)
Hopefully my oral communications class helps me with that...
and hopefully I'll get to spend more time with friends this summer too..
I don't know..sometimes whenever something doesn't go as planned or everyone seems to be doing things with other people when I'm not, I start to feel like no one likes me enough to make time for me...and that makes me feel bad about myself :( Stupid I know, but that's just how I feel.
I mean I've kinda always been alone growing up, no brothers or sisters and that's one of my major fears of the future: dying alone.
Like all I see is me sitting in a house with a cat. Watching tv or reading a book.
But we'll see. Maybe that won't happen.
But I've started working out daily with my mom :)
So that's a good start to feeling better about my self physically.
And once I start writing letters to family in the lower 48, I'll feel better about myself as a cousin/granddaughter.
AND once I get a job, one of the first things I'm going to buy before I start saving is a new keyboard!
I have NO IDEA how much they cost, but I'd like a new one...my moms old one is kinda weird....and annoying hahah
and I'll get a stand with it :)
Anyways, I've got to go do some homework!
Laterssss
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