whataya want from me?

Klemey: The sing-off was a 4 night event lol i recorded them all but only decided to keep one [my favorite] and yes that is Nota that you are talking about. And they won 100,000 smakeroonies and a sony record deal [NOTA: ..coming to a store near you]

and yes..the whole strip club made a little sad...but what can i do?

i TOO want to see those movies! ahh! and friday the lovely bones comes out! if you guys come over saturday maybe we should go see it! =D..that OR/AND NINE!! BE ITALIANNN

But just to update you guys on some things..i had another fight with my parents and a meltdown in my room. I'm telling you..these mood swings are really getting on my last nerve..i don't know what my problem is.. =( I think i will write down all the things that bother me in my life and take a good look at it..
But while i was crying i came to the sad realization that i may never be as happy as i want to be in life. So i have decided that i should stop living for myself and start living for other people. I think it's best if i work really hard on getting an outstanding education so i can use my skills to help people achieve the happiness in life we all deserve.
But i think i'm gonna start posting inpirational quotes to keep my spirits up and to give me hope for the future.

Anyways, i haven't heard back from Angel...i hope your feeling better Angel!!

But i'm trying to figure out how there are 3 of us who actually look at our blog..but we have 4 votes on some of our polls...i tried voting more than once but it didn't work lol

Rai's List of things that make her unhappy:
1. the fear of living alone in the world
2. not being able to listen to music
3. always being told what to do
4. feeling trapped in a cage
5. the thought of marriage/children
6. being unsuccessful and a waste of bones and skin
7. being an only child
8. my parents' unhappiness/sickness
9. the fact that my fear of driving is ruining my future already
10. feeling confused about some parts of my religion

Rai's List of things that make her happy:
1. my parents on their good sides
2. talking to klemey and angel
3. listening to music
4. watching movies
5. thinking about the good i could do for the world

thats all i've got haha

-Rai

the sing-off.

is over. yayy for nota!
anywho...
my house at 8am..who can come, who can't?

lol my jelly roll looked stupid.

i LOVE adam lambert.
i don't care if he's gay. maybe he's bi. ;)
i don't care if he made out with his keyboard player.
i don't care if he flipped the audience off.
i don't care if he shoved a girl's face in his area.
i. love. him. and. his. amazing. talent. and. voice.

oh and i saw that doggie video..made me sad :(
ohhh did you guys hear about the man in England who got 3 years in prison for killinig his wife with the t.v. remote control. apparently he threw it at her and she died. :(

anyways....
i read that my husband found salvation at a strip club. yup. http://earsucker.com/2009/12/21/chris-brown-is-nice-to-strippers/
-Rai

Don't worry...

nothing to do with CB.
BUT CHECK THESE OUT! I LOVE THIS SHOW NOW! KEEP IN MIND...THERE IS NOOOO MUSIC!!



-RAI

I challege..

you to a Sing-Off.
You + Me - Music = clear greatness.
So klemey...
I'm sooo happy you directed your blog post to ANGEL/ELICKA. and not me :(
but thats ok...
but i decided to be honest...what i was trying to say on the phone is this:
The reason I asked if the cashier person looked at you crazy was because I thought you got something that has been in the news lately about how managers are lying to customers about them being in stock. A certain perfect handsome cute hot manly man has declared on his twitter that he was upset because of what the stores are doing to his "object". And the reason the cashier person would look at you crazy is that they would be..surprised that you would...SUPPORT this certain hottie..by buying his newest..."object".
I hope you followed that lol But i don't want to ELABORATE or EXPLAIN anything else. haha
but ANYWAYS.
NOTA is my favorite group on The Sing-Off...but now i am LOVING the SoCals! OMGGG they can SING. ahhh! but anywho.
Angel/elicka...its so sad that me and klemey have like 50 posts each on here and you have lik 2 LOL!
but klemey...i can't stop thinking about a certain you know who! and NO i dont mean chris brown! lol
i just wish i talked to him more. AGH!
-Rai
*Chris Brown fact: He has declared that he takes FULL responsibility for the "incident". He even kept his composure when he was on 20/20 and they showed a clip of Rihanna saying "He forgot the pain he witnessed his mother went through." [Chris's mother was abused by his stepfather.] I mean I wouldve been PISSED as HELL if that were me...but i think he agrees with his mistakes...but he's changing. He's re-inventing himself as a person, artist, role model, and a man. And lemme tell ya...this man is sexy as hell... i love EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.