whataya want from me?

Klemey: The sing-off was a 4 night event lol i recorded them all but only decided to keep one [my favorite] and yes that is Nota that you are talking about. And they won 100,000 smakeroonies and a sony record deal [NOTA: ..coming to a store near you]

and yes..the whole strip club made a little sad...but what can i do?

i TOO want to see those movies! ahh! and friday the lovely bones comes out! if you guys come over saturday maybe we should go see it! =D..that OR/AND NINE!! BE ITALIANNN

But just to update you guys on some things..i had another fight with my parents and a meltdown in my room. I'm telling you..these mood swings are really getting on my last nerve..i don't know what my problem is.. =( I think i will write down all the things that bother me in my life and take a good look at it..
But while i was crying i came to the sad realization that i may never be as happy as i want to be in life. So i have decided that i should stop living for myself and start living for other people. I think it's best if i work really hard on getting an outstanding education so i can use my skills to help people achieve the happiness in life we all deserve.
But i think i'm gonna start posting inpirational quotes to keep my spirits up and to give me hope for the future.

Anyways, i haven't heard back from Angel...i hope your feeling better Angel!!

But i'm trying to figure out how there are 3 of us who actually look at our blog..but we have 4 votes on some of our polls...i tried voting more than once but it didn't work lol

Rai's List of things that make her unhappy:
1. the fear of living alone in the world
2. not being able to listen to music
3. always being told what to do
4. feeling trapped in a cage
5. the thought of marriage/children
6. being unsuccessful and a waste of bones and skin
7. being an only child
8. my parents' unhappiness/sickness
9. the fact that my fear of driving is ruining my future already
10. feeling confused about some parts of my religion

Rai's List of things that make her happy:
1. my parents on their good sides
2. talking to klemey and angel
3. listening to music
4. watching movies
5. thinking about the good i could do for the world

thats all i've got haha

-Rai