Getting in touch with..

your soul is no easy task.
I feel like...things I FEEL don't match up with what I am SUPPOSED to believe.

Anyways, Klemey I have to tell you how I made myself look like a homeless rat in front of Sweetheart.

Ok, I know I said I was riding my bike to work today but I didn't..
well I am tomorrow because I have no choice.
Buses don't run tomorrow.
I don't have enough mula for a taxi.

So now I have no excuse. Blarghy.

Work today was alright.
I really need to stop saying things about dying, death, guns, and the most common..bridges.
I don't know why I "joke" about ending my life.
That whole thing has to do with my needing to THINK before I SPEAK.

I am a deeply confused person.
I now have a fear of people asking about my religion because after talking to Burrito..I felt stupid and uneducated.

Klemey, how do you do it?
How are you always happy and up-beat?
I get so jealous when I see you always smiling and laughing. (No wonder a lot of guys like you)
How do you put all negative things to the side?
How do you keep them from affecting you?

I only wish I could do the same. But instead I exert the negative tension that is within me.
-Sigh-
I should be happy.
I actually have a job now and I get to spend a lot of time chatting with friends..
My till is always decent, I get to see At&t and Sweetheart on a daily basis..
But there are still those moments where I really don't want to be alive anymore...
it's like an ongoing thing..
just today I went to Fred Meyer with Erin after work and I bought a new watch for 10 bucks and it broke. Now I don't have enough money to get me to work and back tomorrow AND take the bus on Monday.
Of course in my head I said "I wish I were dead."I mean I can't even buy something I need without it breaking. I'm just like "WhyTF does God torture me?" It's always one bad thing after another and I am so tired of it.
Even when I try to be positive and hope for the best, it all crashes down and ticks me off.
Ugh.
I wish I knew how to explain it better to you guys, but you'd just have to BE me to really understand it.

Anyways, that's one of the things I love about you Klemey, you're always happy and it reminds me that I should be happy to. :)

Random Thought:

Ne- Yo has written a lot of songs for Rihanna..

Another random..

It feels like I can never be enough for people..

I will always lack something and they will not be afraid to tell me.

Glee-ified Song at the moment:
"There's gotta be more (to life)"- Stacie Orrico

Blarghy.

I submitted my name to go to a taping of So You Think You Can Dance and they have notified me of an open seat in next weeks show! Gosh I wish I could go! =[ blarghy.

I have uncovered the answer to a mind-boggeling mystery: the source of my recent stummy aches.
The answer: water.
It's true. Just now I was feeling fine and then I drank some water and BOOM! there went my stummy. :( blarghy.

Looks like I'm riding my bike to work tomorrow...no buses run early enough for me..blarghy.

I hate that I love the song "Diary"! blarghy

Hahaha this video makes me laugh and smile!!

I'm tired. Blarghy.

Watch Valentines Day..

to see Bradley Cooper.

"Today is a lovely day..

for a pop quiz!"

-Teacher from FreakY FridaY

So I had tea today for my break! =]
I loved it. And so did everyone else hahah
I didn't like my applesauce..it was soupy.
F*ck what people say about Chris Brown.
I'm so sick of their negativity against him.
Ugh.
I want to travel so badly right now.
I got my travel guides in the mail from Atlantic City (New Jersey) and London! =]
I talked to and played a game with Karate Kid.
He's a sweet kid.
A new song I like from him..
"Diary" by Tino Coury
Anyways, I saw Sweetheart today! =]
Made my heart do a 360!

I think I should do my 50s-60s party on Thursday..since we're both off Klemey..
Ok it's set! I just need a few things...
Oh and forget about dressing up..we don't have time for that haha
I just want to watch some old tv shows and enjoy spending time with my friends! :)


My room is a mess..I'm going to clean it after I work out..blarghy..maybe before I work out.
I'm going to ask my mother if it's true that she will take me to Venice if and when I graduate from college...
in the meantime...
I am going to create a savings plan for all the cities I want to visit before..2015.
There are quite a few..but I have to do my research and figure out how I'm going to do this.
Then I am going to make little reminders for myself..like pictures to put in my wallet, on the fridge, over my bed, on my mirror, and..on my tv. These reminders will remind me (duh) to remember what my dreams in life are.

Klemey how do you feel about Angel's nomination?
If you agree then I have my first book chosen..=]

Someone call me to keep my motivated about working out! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

rAi(026.100)

Answers to your Questions:

1. Fav book:
A Walk to Remeber

2. One place i'd Like to Eat in Anchorage:
Gallos

3. My Fav Color:
Pink(duh^^)

4. Fave Animal
Bunnies

5. Famous Rolemodel
Betty Saurez

6. Famous Boyrfriend
Bradley cooper(they change like everytime i see a movie or tv show..oops i think i just fell in <3>

7. Concerts:
Miley Cyrus...RBD(but thats not most likely since they broke up) and Enrique Iglesia

8. Wear to a club:
Skinny jeans with highheels that like are straps and a black tshirt kinda flashy with sparkly but not too flashyy
or
Skinny jeans with flats and a tshirt from forever21 and pearlssss!!!!i <3>

Angel

SOUTH BEACH DIET(025.100)

Ok so my mom bought a book yesterday called the SOUTH BEACH DIET and i was like ok those things are whack
well anyways yesterday she says she's starting tommorw and my dads joinging in and my little brother is just excersing with us not eating what were eating anywhosers i
was in my bed and my lil bro came in and tapped me ont he shoulder and all i was thinking in
my head was go away then few minutes later my mommy comes and says gettt upp come on get uppp and she didnt yell but was like lets do this i couldnt say no.. so we went to the track and i ran my mile(walked my last one a lil)and then i walked moree...pheww....i saw my daddy run whihc was wierdddd.....and after i took a showwer i called rai to help me and cheer me on drinking the vegtable cocktail and its wasnt bad as thought but it wasnt necearaliy good.....
and i had a quiche with all veggeis...wasnt bad either but not good either.....

well the first wo weeks we are not gonna have CARBS im like wtf i cant do this carbs are my LIFE wat am i gonna do noo frutis or stuff ..the books says its like were restarting the body and teaching it how to eat....its detoxing our body and idk if i will last...no soda.....no french toast..popcron...chips....hamburgers.........but its a change its worth it...............

UGH IHMY!

angel

So...

So I found this really awesome website through Seventeen.
I have always wanted to wear a bikini during summer, but I never do because I hate my boobs.
They are way to huge for me to let them go dangerously unprotected in a slinky strappy 2 cent bathing suit.
Anyways, this website is specially designed for ladies for big boobs and they have a pretty good selections of swim suits.
I found the perfect one...
Well, the one I love!
I saw this picture and I was like
'D-A-M-N! That is my dream body! I wanna look all sexy in a swim suit!' Haha, then my mind wondered off into a daydream about Glee Boy flippin' out of my gorgeous body...
But yall don't wanna hear that...
So anyways, I've made up my mind I am buying this!
Definitely gonna need one for California!
Woot!
Woot!
And don't forget the flippy-floppies!

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

My Gleek-ified Life by Klemey.

Here are some songs Klemey thinks the people in her life would sing if her life were an episode of Glee.

Rai and Angel you may want to take a look at your nickname email again just to refresh your memory, so you'll know who I'm talking about.

First off...There's songs for Peanut Butter and Chuppa's breakup.

From Peanut Butter to Chuppa: I Don't Think I Love You by Hoobastank.

Then Chuppa to Peanut Butter: Breakeven by The Script.

Then there's the song I would sing to Chuppa to express how I like[d] him...

From Klemey to Chuppa: One Of The Boys by Katy Perry.

Then there's the songs I would've sung when I realized the whole relationship thing wasn't for me (haha, this would've been before Glee Boy became a regular in my show, while he was still a developing character).

Klemey expressing her love for the male half of the human species: It's Raining Men by The Weather Girls.

Then there's a song for all three Wal-Mart girls. I can see us each taking a verse in this song. Like the scene would start off with Rai in keyboarding class saying 'C minor, put it in C minor...' (which is what she says in the beginning), then it would switch to me singing (at about 1:24 in the video) to the mirror while I got ready for bed, and finally to Angel at her pizza shop. It would finish off with us all together dancing and singing with a crowd of people around us.

The Wal-Mart Girls: Holding Out For A Hero by Jennifer Saunders (off the Shrek 2 soundtrack).

Then this would be what Klemey would see when she daydreams about Anerexic. Him singing this song to her.

Anerexic to Klemey in her dreams: Ladies' Choice by Zac Effron (off the Hairspray soundtrack).

Haha, then this would be sung by Klemey to Mr. D...

Klemey to Mr. D: Mr. Watson by Ke$ha.

Then a more PG version of the unrealistic crush just this time Klemey is accompanied by Angel. Haha, this scene would be set in Recycling club...It would start off with us trying to listen to Scott droning on and on, but then I'd nudge Angel and point to Mr. D and fan my face to silently say 'Good Lord that man is FA-INE!' then Scott's voice would began to slowly grow quiet and the music would start to play and we'd sing...Of course the lyrics would be changed a little to be fit for a male teacher instead of a female one.

From Klemey and Angel to Mr. D: What I Go To School For by Busted.

Then just 'cuz Mr. D was so gorgeous he gets a song to sing himself! It would end up being set a scene where Klemey has fallen asleep in class and she has a crazy dream where he sings to her...They'd dance around the room and at the end of the song it'll look like he's leaning in the kiss her, but right when they're about to she'll wake up. Bummer!

From Mr. D to Klemey (in her dreams!): Don't Stand To Close To Me/Young Girl by Glee Cast.

Then this would be sung to JoBro. by Klemey. The lyrics would be change to 'I'm Not Your Girlfriend Baby'. The scene would start off with like a flash of all the dates and past scenes of my life he's starred in, then it would show me and him hanging out and me trying to find the words to tell him that I don't like him. After not finding the right way to say it I'd throw my hands up and the music would boom and I'd start singing this song. When the song finishes we still be sitting wherever we were and I'd just shrug my shoulders, pat his shoulder, get up, and walk off.

From Klemey to JoBro.: I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby by 3Oh!3.

...To Be Continued...