Its my life

First of all rai:

1.) with the shoes you have to wear i think they should magicallly get broke or something. get the kitten asap and then all it self will fall into place.

2.) seattle will be fine because its your graduation and i think that your parents at least can give you that!

3.)okay first of all even if i realllllyyyy wanted to go to prom so badly and had a date and all i still wouldnt go knowing that one of my bestest friends arent going. its me descion and i have next year. going to this wouldnt make a diffrence next year. i know at time i will do what i want that doesnt pleases neither my parents but its not like i was dying to go either. im still a junior i ahve a year left an di willl spend that how i want to. rai you and klemy are my two closest friends who understand me and can hgandle how bitchy i get or how i sometimes will cancel plans not because i want to but because i work for my parents(whihc i say never do in ur life!)

and klemy i dont want you to think that i dont care about you because i talk to more to rai than you. i wish i can call you or hang out with you more often. but i dont talk on the phone anymore because i will always have a customer waitng and i just cant waist ny minutes saying hold on for a minute when you wait like 5. and maybe i should be a little considerate more and try to at least write a note or an email instead of just waving at the halls or seeing u in key club.

and when i say i cant hangout with you on a saturday but i go out on a friday with someone else, i really dont know how to explain that my parents are unpredicatble and i love them even though trying to hang out with you guys maks it tough. my brothee ri s in college and he s at uaa all the time and my little bro is going ot have more of socail life since he s goign to hihg school and im going have to respect that we both cant be out on the same time. i just hope you gus kno that at times if i say no is because i dont do it to say no its because i do it for a reason. i know i havent asked my parents permison because i know at times their answer will be yes, but they need to do their busnieess and sadly im 95 percent good with the client even i make fun of them lol, but i speeak enough english to make them happy and get their order right 95 percent of the time and i know what they order and i know what their names are. i jsut hope you guys understand that i just cant go out that much spending money on things and again if i do it with other people, its just hard how unpredicatble my parents are. they give me money, but i just dont want to take it all the time.

we're going to have a prom adventure.
klemy ur going to spend the night at my house and were gonna askk dets about how the prom went and were goign to pig out on food and wacth movies alll night long.
because that wat bestfriends do.

and rai maybe at time u ll be unenthusatic at times but your a friend that i know i should never let one pass by. so wat if ur never married i might get married and be divorced multiple times and end up with no money and i will be then forced to be a nun! but that wont matter cuz friends are here to be with you thgrough toughest or smallest times. klemy who knows u might just win the lotto and then lose the ticket and get hit by a car. then your in the hospital with a broken leg and your on the bed wacthing davud letterman sayin karma bite su in the tush. and your have an ephinay.
ok none of that will happen because we deserve to have love,happiness, and friendship.