To You From Me...

Ok here is one reason I must start watching Glee...Charice.

Open Your Eyes.

I love this new band,
well I don't know if they're new-new,
just new to me...

DownTownFiction!







So apparently I have an A in Accounting.
That was TOTALLY UNEXPECTED.
I mean I haven't turned in ANY of the homework
for chapter nine...which
means I should have an F,
but I don't...

Interesting...

Oh! Rai, remember that night we were on the phone and you were
trying to guess the song on the radio well
this was it...



I need to buy stuff for Class Color Day.
I'm kinda disappointed in myself for not
dressing up for Super Hero Day...

Gah.

Lately, I've been wanting to write soooo bad.
I mean write a story.
I don't know, but last night it was really bad...
I wanted to shove my math book away and write a story...

Which reminds me, we had our Chapter One Test
today.
I failed,
but I knew I was gonna when I walked in so I was prepared for that...
I'll just retake it next week.

Angel, I saw your brother in the hall yesterday...
I still think it's weird he's in highschool.

:)

Oh! Where were you for TeenAdvisory yesterday?
We stacked cups, and brainstormed some ideas for
a teen get together...

AH!
I can't believe I almost missed Glee!
God, I'm so lucky I just happened to look up the date of the premiere...
Ahhhh! Can't wait!
Angel are you as excited as me?!?!

Will
Emma
Finn
Rachel
Puck
Quinn (you know she's gotta be back with attitude!)
Artie!

Ahhhhh!!!!

So Gleeking out right now!
I'ma go listen to all their songs on YouTube now!

Ahhhhh!!!

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

A Original Wasted Space.

Hey, so I don't have much time...I just wanted to say hey! And that I love ya guys...

Angel, haha, I'm just now reading your post...Thanks so much for what you said about Anime...And I understand you can't make it to our theater 'cuz of the distance...And you need to do your homework first, hell I need to do that too...

And about texting, I seriously think our phones mess up sometimes...Like I don't actually get (receive) some you send and the other way around too, you don't get some I send you...I wonder why that is...

I don't plan on giving up on you guys, we're just extremely busy right now...and that's just life...

Speaking of life, I must go finish my homework...Just wanted to stop by for a quick hello!

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

Rai's new Semester Anthem..

I AM a firework.

So are you 2.

Why cant life be easy?

So....i reallly missed you guys. but i have a lot to reply.

Lets start off with rai's post.

An your right about everything.is it hard to spend a dollar or learn to ride the bus?
your right its not.its not diffuclt.(well methaporihcally not but its hard lol)
But rai you have to understand my point of veiw. i think i hang out TOO much with you and not even once with klemy. Like i'm always with you at times when she calls. or when she can't make it its usally end up you and me. AND I realized thats not totaslly fair to klemy in a way i see it. dont get me wrong I LOVE HANGING out with you rai,but at times i feel like i dont try hard enough with Klemy.like i gave up and i dont know why.i dont text people that much now.i do care what your day has been goin on, but i HATE TEXTING, i dont like the phone.i'm on it everyday. i hate having something on my ear. I LOVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE UP FRONT see their expression see you guys laugh. you guys sometimes talk with your hands. i wanna see that. and i know i never calll i'm sadly not gonna promise that i will knowing it wont happen.i dont like texting because things get minsinterperted or i dont feel like you guys care.

i told you rai i bought the taylor swift cd and katy perry cd. you didnt even reply me with a wow!
i felt like it was unimportanted news to you and that you would only like big news.so i figured that i should only tell you GUYS AMAZING FANTASTIC news.but i never have any.
that was LIKE FANTASTIC BIG DELICIOUS news to me. it was exciting and i almost boughttt a demi lovato then i was thinking i should get the fray and then naww get justin beiber and then i saw KATHRAINE MCPHEE and then i said i will only reward myself when i get an A in one of my (hard classes) lik math,ap bio, Human Anatomny. i m not sure of guitar class.


Klemy i wasnt mad that you skipped class. far beyond me to say what you should do. but i dont get to see you as often as i'd like and you skipping third period well that hurt i guess. i wannted to tell you stuff and i neveer did. i wanted to know how was the fair. AND HOW I RODE THE APOLLO!it was just scary and i got on and i said to myself wtf was i thinking but i was glad that i got on it!i wanted to know how'd your weekend go. and you werent there.

and klemy your deserve much better. Anime. if he hasnt relazied how truly genuine you are he truly doesnt desevre you.


and i wanna put this in the niecest possible way. When you gus invite me to the movies at ***********(sp) i m pretty most of the times i wont be able to make it. its just far. its too far.but i wanna thnaks you though for inviting me:)

Sadly i also wanna say i'm gonna make time for you guys and i promise! but i feel like trying to fit everything in in a tiny schedule i have to be real. take a relatiy check. i have to pritozie school first. i dont wanna seem like i picking school over you guys. THATS NOT THE CASE AT ALL.but i'm gonna be killing myself here. trying to do clubs,finding another job(which i m gonna go to the job fair)maybe sign up for shawdowing a nurse?or volunteer at the hospital?i have so many options and i need to decided whihc one would benfit me. i use my study time seriously. i chnaged my study habits because this isnt working for me receving bad grades. i have to be serious i'm going into college. i have to earn scholarships. i have try my best. you guys and i want you to understand that.
please dont give up on me. at times maybe you guys feel i forgot you guys but thats not true. i still miss you guys.

ANGEL

Rai's moods...

have been all over the place..
So I looked online and I honestly think I am Bipolar.
There were 10 common symptoms of the bipolar disease and I have 7 of them.
There is definitely something wrong with me. It may or may not be Bipolar disease, but its something.
I'm always snapping at people, I get upset REALLY easily, I've always had sleep issues, I feel like I'm hopeless at times, and I feel so alone.
Gosh, I always say I'm going to do something and then I can never bring myself to do it. I feel ashamed of myself. I feel like a big fraud. Now that I'm in college and I'm working towards the rest of my life, I'm not so sure what I want anymore.
I feel so confused. Gosh.
I feel like I can never live up to my full potential.
I need help.
Professional help.

Falling Apart.

Dude, I really don't want this.
But I guess I got it.
I like the new dude at work.
He's pretty funny, and awesome.
He's totally skinny, and I really like that about him.
Although, he does have some jacked up teeth...
I still like him.
...He's a manager...
Not good.

*we need to get him a nickname now*

What about Light-Pole?
'Cuz he use to work at Totem,
and totem poles...
Yeah, I like that.

Gah!
I just really really really don't want to like him.
I wonder how old he is...

Every time he counts me out I always have the biggest amount of money in the registers and I'm always 100% dead on with how much $$$ I'm suppose to have,
I'm never over or under on anything...

Last time he counted me out I had over $1000 in my till...
I was so wowed by the fact that I was perfect that day...

Anyways, he thinks I have a crush on Garret.


So he thinks I have a huge crush on Garret,
when in all actuality I have a crush on him...
Oh, this world is sooooo silly.

Oh, and I talked to Burrito today.
And At&T.

I also saw SweetHeart.
He wasn't wearing his glasses, which I always think looks so weird.

I am tired...

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

Chris Brown..

the next Michael Jackson?
Look at these facts...
-MJ and Chris have both had some sort of issue concerning the law.
-They both have had to go to court numerous times.
-They had the same lawyer during this time.
-They are both amazingly talented dancers, and have yet to find someone better than them.
-Chris Brown has been the only person chosen to do any sort of Michael Jackson tribute in the World Music Awards and the BET Awards
-They both have people who absolutely hate him and people who still love them like crazy
-Growing up Michael Jackson was one of Chris Brown's idols

Anyways, that's just my opinion! =]
I love him no matter what.
You hear that Chris?!
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5aZFaqDivII

There's a demon in my throat...

Rai, I totally understand where you are coming from...
I really have been missing us lately,
A LOT!
I hate having to cancel on you guys every time because of money or work... Thanks for understanding that I can't always make it though...
And about the fair,
I thought that you guys didn't really want to wait for the 4th to go
so I didn't ask you to...
Next time I will though.
Another thing I hate is that I'm never on the blog anymore.
Everyday something happens that I wanna mention on the blog,
but I never make it to the computer in time...
But I'm here now...
:)
I am of course willing to put
tremendous
loads
tons of
billions
trillions
amounts of effort into spending more time with you guys....
We all should just meet up at someone's house
(preferably not mine, 'cuz my dad would be home...)
and just chill...
Watch some funny movies, eat some delicious snacks...
You know what we could do...
Me and you, Rai, could request a certain day off that you,
Angel, would know you're free and then we'd all be able to hangout...
Idk, just a suggestion...
Also, Rai can you explain yo' schedule for me...
Because I never know when it's a good time to call you...
When do you have classes?
Do you have lunch?
When are you home?
Ah! ;)
Angel, I am soooo glad we aren't fighting anymore...
That really sucked.
I thought we'd go through that whole 6 months of silence thing
like we did Sophomore year...
Rai! When are the BeezleBub people coming?
Did I miss it?
I really wanna see them!
Is it free?
Where is it?
I need details!
Please!
So last weekend,
I decided since I went to the fair that I should take mom and them out
to make up for them missing out on the fun...
We all went to Diamond...
That's when we saw GoingTheDistance and when I bought me my
SCOTTY P.
shirt... (I love it!)
But anyways, I bought Amy
NeverShoutNever's
new c.d.
It is quite amazing...
I love every song on it...

These 2 are my top favorites off the c.d.





Yay! New scary movies are coming out!
Yes!
I wanna see these...especially this one!
(Love the song in the background)


God, I love movies...
Here's this week's movie pick for me...

I watched this twice tonight...
I really liked it
even though it was one of those slightly cheaply made movies...

So today I talked to Anime...
I talked to him twice.

The 1st Time:
I was walking to my locker and he popped up beside me
and said hi...so we were
walking together and right when
we were gonna start talking
Cuban comes up and hugs me, so I have to stop...
Anime kept walking...
By time I said bye to Cuban he was to far ahead of me...
But as he turned the corner he looked back and we made eye contact...
I know that's means nothing, but I wonder if he was looking at me...

The 2nd Time:
Was after 6th hour,
me and BamBam always met up right outside the art room
and we walk by his locker....
I always stop and say hi or give him a hug.
Today he stopped me, BamBam kept on walking,
and asked me if I wanted to see something cool...
Of course I said yes...
He opened his locker and showed me his new guitar.

It was really awesome.
I touched it and told him how cool it was...
Then he told me about his band...
Then I said it was really awesome he was into that...
Then he sorta gave me this "look" and hugged me...
Then we were kinda just standing there...
So I told him I had to go...

I just wanted to share that with you guys...
I don't know what to think of him...

By the way, Rai does Mr. Claire still work at the theater?
Do you know who I'm talking about?
He sold us that soda the night we saw Inception...
Curly black hair...
Blue eyes...
I saw him at Costco's.
He works there.

Angel, are you going to the TeenAdvisory meeting Monday afternoon
after school?
And what about the School Fair thingy?

Well, I am hecka tired so this is goodnight...

Bub-Bye!

Klemey.

P.S.

I thought this was hilarious!

To get off my shoulders..

(Just so you know, I had no intention of getting anyone upset or sad. I'm just expressing myself with true feelings because if I don't then you guys will never know how I feel.)

I need to let you guys know that I am not too happy with the way things have been going with us.
I understand we are all busy with work and school and other things, but this is just not working out.
I need to be honest with myself and you guys. So please do not get upset or angry or think I'm crazy.
But I am tired of my plans always failing.
I'm so sick of suggesting fun things for ALL of us to do and one or both of you can't make it.
Now I understand that money, transportation, time off/away is difficult to acquire at times, but if one of us faces an issue with one or all of these things, then why don't we suggest something that's cheaper, easier, and later in the future. Not just cancel altogether.
I know we all have other friends, new and old, but we can't forget our Bennet sisterhood.
Our "guitar hero band" is somewhat like a sorority.
We're supposed to be there for each other, spend time with one another, and if we honestly can't ever meet up, then we should at least try to send the notebook through the mail.
Is that such a bad idea?
Is it really this difficult?
I don't think so either.

I mean I just recently wrote about you guys in a paper, about how your friendship means a lot to me after all the false friends I've had in the past. And then I thought, when was the last time we all actually hung out somewhere?

Step Up 3D doesn't count because that's a movie. I'm talking about sitting around talking about things and laughing up a storm. The last time we did that was...when Klemey and I biked to S'OLAL and sat at that tablee.

Klemey, do not get upset. But I was kind of hurt when you said you were going to the fair with Bam Bam. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy you had fun. But it would have been nice if you went with Angel and I. I understand that you said you didn't have money that weekend, but you could've asked us to push the weekend back until you knew you had the money. I might have been sad to delay it, but I would've been happy that all 3 of us got to go.

Angel, do not get upset either. I'm happy you went to the fair with me, but still hurt that you missed EPL and possibly coming over Monday. I honestly thought you were coming over. We where talking about the Teen Choice awards and watching Camp Rock 2. Maybe I misunderstood you, but when I got off the phone, I thought that you were coming.

I know none of us did anything intentionally, but I feel we have a communication issue, and I'm the one who ends up feeling bad after it all. Because like always, I get my hopes up and then I'm devastated when they come crashing down around me. If anything, I expect too much out of things. But I hate to think that's how it is with us hanging out.

You may not agree with me, but I feel that we are not giving 100% to keep this connection going. I've been spending a lot of time with Jaime at school, and she's fun, but she's not you guys.

No one compares to the fun I've had with you 2. You 2 have provided some of the best highlights of my senior year and summer before college. And I'm willing to put things to the side to spend time with you guys again, but the question is...are you?

Lately, I've been experiencing a troubled mind because I have so many issues with lots of things, but I figured one way to get this figured out is to voice it. So this is my drop of water. It will either land on the grass and help it grow or it will land on the road and dry up in the sun.

yup.

This song makes me soo happy! Just thinking about how excited I was to see him on the movie screen! =]
I need to meet this man.


I actually like this version! This song is amazing.


This song is just too great. I just love it!


Just sharing songs that have a cool feel :)


Heard this on the Travel channel! :)


I L.O.V.E this songgg.. her voice is incredibleeee


I also like this one! :) So fun and cute!


She did amazinggg! AAWW!


My favorite songs from Camp Rock 2....





Dang..that's almost every song ahahaha lol

Awesome Events at UAA..

1. Anchorage Speaks Out Against Racism

Tuesday September 14

7-9pm Wendy Williamson Auditorium

2. Comedian Erik Rivera

Thursday September 23

noon or 7:30pm

Student Union den

10 bucks for public

3. HIGHEST RANKING OFFICIAL OF THE GOVERNMENT OF HONG KONG TO TALK AT UAA SEPTEMBER 9^TH

UAA is honored to welcome the highest ranking official of the government of Hong Kong to UAA on September 9^th. Mr. Donald Tong, Hong Kong Commissioner for Economic and Trade Affairs, USA, will present “Hong Kong: A Destination & Gateway to China for the U.S.” from 4:30-5:30 p.m. in Rasmuson Hall, room 101. Students, staff, faculty, and the public are invited to attend.

Entry One.

Here are a couple of things I've learned in college and you 2 lovely young women need to remember for next year:

1. Friends are fun, but studying is important.

I've already made a few mistakes my first 2 weeks here at UAA. I will be studying and then I'll get a text that reads "Where are you?" There are 2 things you can do at this point.

a. Reply the text with your location.

b. Ignore the text.

I have done "A" many times and the result has hurt me numerous times. It's best to just ignore all texts and just focus on what's really important. Even a few minutes talking to friends in-between classes can interfere with reviewing notes or reading a chapter. You may think it's rude to ignore a text, but you cannot always put others before yourself. People have invested money in you, or maybe you are spending your own money on your education. Either way, you need to utilize your time wisely and always remember "work before pleasure." You will always have another chance to talk to friends, but you won't have another chance to get that study time back.

2. Just because you have time, doesn't mean you HAVE to do something during that time.

You may have friends who want you to go places with them off of campus, because your next class doesn't start for 2 or 3 more hours. But remember, time flies when you are having fun. The next thing you know, you're on the other side of town and your class starts in 5 minutes. And then you will be late for your class. You will interrupt those who have made wise decisions and stayed on campus and got to class early and the instructor who is trying to educate those wise individuals. When you're late in high school, you can just slip in discreetly, but college has larger classrooms, more students, and limited seats. You will be seen and heard when you walk through the door. And professors are always talking about students being late and the disrespect it shows.

3. You can be the most prepared student from 1st grade. But there will be a day, when you cannot even find a pen.

It's a really good idea to have millions of pens and pencils spread out in your bag, pockets, notebooks, etc. There's nothing worse than asking a person for a pen and feel like that one "unprepared" students who always nagged you for a pencil in 7th grade. They give you a look as if to say "You're in college now, and you can't even come to class with a pen?"

Those are the lessons of this week and the last! =]

Hope you learned something new to look out for in the future!!