So....i reallly missed you guys. but i have a lot to reply.
Lets start off with rai's post.
An your right about everything.is it hard to spend a dollar or learn to ride the bus?
your right its not.its not diffuclt.(well methaporihcally not but its hard lol)
But rai you have to understand my point of veiw. i think i hang out TOO much with you and not even once with klemy. Like i'm always with you at times when she calls. or when she can't make it its usally end up you and me. AND I realized thats not totaslly fair to klemy in a way i see it. dont get me wrong I LOVE HANGING out with you rai,but at times i feel like i dont try hard enough with Klemy.like i gave up and i dont know why.i dont text people that much now.i do care what your day has been goin on, but i HATE TEXTING, i dont like the phone.i'm on it everyday. i hate having something on my ear. I LOVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE UP FRONT see their expression see you guys laugh. you guys sometimes talk with your hands. i wanna see that. and i know i never calll i'm sadly not gonna promise that i will knowing it wont happen.i dont like texting because things get minsinterperted or i dont feel like you guys care.
i told you rai i bought the taylor swift cd and katy perry cd. you didnt even reply me with a wow!
i felt like it was unimportanted news to you and that you would only like big news.so i figured that i should only tell you GUYS AMAZING FANTASTIC news.but i never have any.
that was LIKE FANTASTIC BIG DELICIOUS news to me. it was exciting and i almost boughttt a demi lovato then i was thinking i should get the fray and then naww get justin beiber and then i saw KATHRAINE MCPHEE and then i said i will only reward myself when i get an A in one of my (hard classes) lik math,ap bio, Human Anatomny. i m not sure of guitar class.
Klemy i wasnt mad that you skipped class. far beyond me to say what you should do. but i dont get to see you as often as i'd like and you skipping third period well that hurt i guess. i wannted to tell you stuff and i neveer did. i wanted to know how was the fair. AND HOW I RODE THE APOLLO!it was just scary and i got on and i said to myself wtf was i thinking but i was glad that i got on it!i wanted to know how'd your weekend go. and you werent there.
and klemy your deserve much better. Anime. if he hasnt relazied how truly genuine you are he truly doesnt desevre you.
and i wanna put this in the niecest possible way. When you gus invite me to the movies at ***********(sp) i m pretty most of the times i wont be able to make it. its just far. its too far.but i wanna thnaks you though for inviting me:)
Sadly i also wanna say i'm gonna make time for you guys and i promise! but i feel like trying to fit everything in in a tiny schedule i have to be real. take a relatiy check. i have to pritozie school first. i dont wanna seem like i picking school over you guys. THATS NOT THE CASE AT ALL.but i'm gonna be killing myself here. trying to do clubs,finding another job(which i m gonna go to the job fair)maybe sign up for shawdowing a nurse?or volunteer at the hospital?i have so many options and i need to decided whihc one would benfit me. i use my study time seriously. i chnaged my study habits because this isnt working for me receving bad grades. i have to be serious i'm going into college. i have to earn scholarships. i have try my best. you guys and i want you to understand that.
please dont give up on me. at times maybe you guys feel i forgot you guys but thats not true. i still miss you guys.
ANGEL
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