Rai.

Rai, I'm so sorry you feel this way.
I don't know what to say,
but to let you know...
That I love you.
I love you just the way you are.
I love any and every little thing about you,
even what you might not.

You're funny,
thoughtful,
nice,
smart,
beautiful...
You are so many things
and I know you don't always see that,
but I wish you did.

And well it does suck you can't
change things that you've done in the past...
don't waste time regretting them
or reliving them.

All you can do is move along.
Try your best today.
Learn from your mistakes.

And most of all don't blame yourself.
I know I don't know everything that went down between you and your friends,
but you're a great person.
And like Tyler Perry said in one of his Medea plays,
some people are in your life for a lifetime
while others are there just for a season.
People who aren't in your life now,
probably weren't meant to be.
And it may be sad that they aren't,
but all you can do is focus on what you learned from them.

Next time you think about Mariah or Dakota,
remember the good times.

When you feel like you wanna jump off a bridge,
please just call me.
Any time, any place.
Hell, I'd take a call at work even.

I don't ever wanna lose you like that.
Or like any way.
I don't wanna be one of those seasonal people in your life.
So I'm going to do my best not to be.
And I promise not to let any kind of fight or
disagreement get in the way
of all the great things about us.

We are Bennet.
Just know that you can rely on us.

I hope that this helps you feel better.

I love you.

Klemey.