On a serious note..

I feel like there has been some kind of alter in our friendship universe.
Angel seems extremely distant.
Klemey has uncovered some interesting things about herself.
And I have come to the conclusion that I am crazy.
I've always been crazy. :(
I don't mean funny crazy, I mean like messed up in the brain crazy.
I'm trying to figure out what is it in my life that makes me so upset or emotional.
I mean I feel like I need therapy but I'm not too comfortable with sharing my thoughts with strangers.
But then I look at my parents.
My mom has arthritis and it's getting worse. I don't think I ever told you guys this but my mom used to go on LOTS of bike rides with me. Now she can barely go for a semi-long walk without feeling sore. I guess that's why I'm always pushing people to go on bike rides with me. My dad never wants to go anywhere anymore because he knows traveling with my mom will be difficult and stressful. You guys don't even know, just last week my mom called our trip to seattle "a trip from hell." And I couldn't agree with her more. The three of us just can't get along anymore with me and my mom fighting, me and my dad fighting, my mom and my dad fighting. I honestly think it's just the complete switch of lives we used to have. That's why we don't go camping anymore. We have to stay in hotels. It just really hurts to not do the things I want to because of her disease. And my dad is such a warrior for sticking around and helping her. It's a really sad story. Its like something you'd see on Oprah. But ughhh I'm starting to cry, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Maybe later, I have to go do the dishes.
TTYLOTB (talk to ya later on the blog)