The Party.

is cancelled.
My dream of Sweetheart coming into my home in a sexy suit kissing the top of my head whispering "Great party Rai.." is now DEAD.

My dream of a slammin party with flashing disco lights and bumpin music and funky drinks is now DEAD.

My dream of the party of the century is now DEAD.

My rents said I can only invite 8 people to my party. And then my dad asked me "You don't even have 10 friends, do you?" If that wasn't a major slap in the face, then I don't know what is.

I had a great guest list.
I had great ideas.
My heart is broken.
This reminds me of my stupid Graduation.
I want to burn my cap and gown by the way.
I just thought I would throw that out there.
Ugh. After my wedding shows I'm going to work out and sweat until I am nothing.

But now that I think about it..I wouldn't mind just hanging with you guys..I mean it's definately cheaper and less stressful than a party..
But you guys let me know what you think of all this..
here is my song of the moment..

before, it was this song...